A Piece of My Past
Geesh, I totally forgot to blog tonight! I was hoping to yesterday as well, but I spent the day in bed. My fatigue was back in full force - blah! Today was a bit better, but the MS fatigue was still there. I'm not getting nervous yet. I'm not going to start telling myself that the CCSVI surgery didn't work for me - it's way too early for that! I'm just going to take things day by day. I did try to motivate my blood flowage with my mind today. I used visualization techniques and even recited a little cheer a few times. It went a little something like this: Two, Four, Six, Eight, Who do I appreciate? My veins! My veins! Yea, my veins! I pretended to have pom-poms and waved my arms around too. I got a lot of weird looks from people in the mall....I also noticed that my mother pumped her short little legs and got as far away from me as possible. I just yelled "It's medicinal!"
For many years, I figured I just became weirder as I progressed into adulthood. Surely, I must have had a "normal" childhood. Well, that thought was demolished when I found an old childhood toy at my mother's. I would like to introduce - Kendra:
My mother spent many pain-staking hours, carefully creating this wonderful dress for Barbie. She gives it to me and what do I do? That's right - I stick it on Ken and rename him Kendra. I guess I've been a little warped since day one.
Today's symptoms: A bit fatigued but no aches or pains - that's a good sign!
For many years, I figured I just became weirder as I progressed into adulthood. Surely, I must have had a "normal" childhood. Well, that thought was demolished when I found an old childhood toy at my mother's. I would like to introduce - Kendra:
My mother spent many pain-staking hours, carefully creating this wonderful dress for Barbie. She gives it to me and what do I do? That's right - I stick it on Ken and rename him Kendra. I guess I've been a little warped since day one.
Today's symptoms: A bit fatigued but no aches or pains - that's a good sign!
Sometimes, I wonder, did I go wrong somewhere? I'm always wondering - what will come next!!??
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